i wonder what i must do to become more b-e-a-utiful

really..that is my question for the day,or maybe that is the question that always pop in my mind.
now dun tell me the old wives tales,whereby the beauty lies beneath the skin,coz i totally take that too.
but i was thinking of ways to look way better than i am now.
say maybe i WILL get my eyebrows shape or wax,whatever the term.get better skin care products, slim down..which is like taking years like now, and alot more.

coz i think i wasnt a born-pretty.although i really think i was really cute,sweet and kinda pretty all the way before 7 years old,i guess.
the rest was kinda disatrous,esp secondary school days,until i was in year 3.yea,pathetic i know.
if i were in those kinda US college,i would be classified under the geeks and geekettes group.

you know..money never play the role of God to me.thus i may envied but really it doesnt hurt to not have the things the rich have.but money is really important to me,i guess.
coz with more than sufficient moo-lah with me,i could at least give my parents a life which they are both deprived of since the day they reach the earth.(now that is always the top priority if i have money)

with money,i probably never have to go cursing the really pampered and just pampered peeps of my age.(then it would be other cursing me)

with money....nah..actually i really dont see the need to have that much of money.coz perhaps than pampering myself with the clothes,bags,shoes,and skin care products maybe, or maybe just an occasional getaway and so on, i dun need to be that mega rich.

at least i dun see the need to taking cabs wherever i go,dining in country clubs and prestigous cafes and restaurants,gg in shops like LV,Chanel etc.
coz with all these,it doesnt necessarily make me happy.

lets turn life the other way round,or the life i have now.

with money,what is the joy of earning ur own income?
with money,what is the joy of taking the bus and get the chance of observing pple and surroundings?
with money, what is the joy of picking up a good bargain during a sale?
with money, what is the joy of all the things the normal but not so rich family can have,that the rich never understand.

so geddit?